this is me this is real

2009-04-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

been busy werking at a new werkplace.had so much fun and expriences throughout the werk.made me change of the lazy lifestyle i use to lead and made me a indeed a better person.with Sumone der loving and always supporting you by your side realli made my confident level up step by step.his been great with me and his love added so much to me that i am reali amazed of.i miss my GF,nora on our ladies nite at powerhouse by im glad she understand that i haf to werk and busy.but i promise i will go der with eddy and to dance with you la gerl.sch sux .a very cock up organization and it lead to a delay in my completion of my diploma period.not happen with that.werk made me cum out with so many plans.i cant wait to meet my baby every single tym...i miss him so much and i love him so much.
i dun really update my blog here that much ,so u also can refer to my join blog account with my baby.i realli love him and i DUN EVER WANNA lose HIM....

2009-04-06T21:13:00.001+08:00

waddsup with my bro also idk.he die die want me to meet syg??nak mataer asl aku kene nk rapat nga si syg tu????sombong nah ke aku pai abg ku padang rendah kat aku...mcm sial kgd2 taw die...menyampah!!!

2009-04-05T05:24:00.000+08:00

babylove & me had a grea outing today.shall not blog alot cos u can also refer to my other blog.hehe.tired readi,nuw accompanying babylove till he go fer his duty...very tired and i had so fun much,i love you darlink!!!muaaxx

2009-03-31T19:57:00.003+08:00

i was just in tym fer my photoshoot.get in to make

up and changing changing clothes.it was fun.i had fun with the make up artise,anna. she was so out going and supportive.just knew her fer a day as if i noe her fer a long tym.lol.

toking to her about mine BF and make up stuff really was damn fun and enjoyable.i love the way she makes me up and gosh i look great.

some pictures i took behind the scene lor.cos i didnt get to take photo of other outfit cos busy la.but will get my photo in a week.cant wait also.

i love my eyes.adore them alot.

THanKx anna fer dolling me up to look beautiful...

gud luck fer ur future and ur sch life!!!

2009-03-31T11:29:00.002+08:00

Alamak, suppose to wake up today and feeling happi but on the other side got big probs!mama last min tell me that she cant fork the money fer my sch fees.wdh.i must pay the bank asap or not got extra charges which i dunn wan!

Gosh, i gotta make my face tebal fer pinjam org sia.but i noe i pay beck to them.gosh,darlink in camp.den he cant help me out also.die die die...

2009-03-30T16:13:00.002+08:00

as u all can see, i just change my template to a new one.this one realli attract me alot cos it symbolise a moon.a full moon.
my realtionship always been inspire by the full moon cos me and eddy met under that full moon.

me and him always been naughty and adorable.he just one of the kind.

i think i miss him too much la.hehe...oh well.nvm den.

gonna call him up nuw!!!

2009-03-30T15:23:00.002+08:00

fuu...luckily, my internet connection can still be used.alhamdulilah.woke late today cos i cant slip wen i reach home yesterday and i dunnoe y.was toking to my darlink fer 2 hours just nuw b4 he heads to hutan,im gonna miss him la.he such a amazing person that appears in my life and made it so wonderful.

im going to grandma's haus today to chill over der.and b4 that going to take clothes from noi first for my photoshoot.i cant wait fer tommorow and wednesday.i hope everything can be settle so that i wont have so much trouble and to trouble darlink and some other important ppl.hopefully.

tats all for nuw.will blog again soon.

2009-03-30T02:02:00.003+08:00

long tym never update cos i gotta a new join blog with my darlink.kinda of cool.do check out.been spending tym with him so much.having so many activities and so much fun and laughter.its great being with your love ones.is indeed a amazing journey with him.

he punked me just nuw with a stupid situation and made me so angry!but den he laugh like hell till his tear drop.wad d hell.but aniwae,luckily it wasnt fer real.or not i get fcuking angry.

nuw at mac with nora, trying to upload pic but fail.i dunnoe y,kinda of sux.my modemn i tink being cut liao.:"(
sad sia.huw to surf internet.must think of a way lar.

well,i will update soon aites.
take care lor

2009-02-24T02:10:00.002+08:00

Finally, that Fcuker is no longer and exist in my life after i get MY stuff. Its kind of a relieve cos Fcukers whu think of themselves will get their treat sooner or later. I was indeed scared tat my eddy will be very very angry but i think its over.Its a GOOD BYE to hiryadi for life.

Nuw, i decided to concentrate on my eddy more and change. I feel its a must.I feel he deserve more and alot from me. He blew me away with his action and concern. Huw he hang on and such stuff. I love him so much. Thanx fer making me so wonderful dear. I feel blessed.

im sorry to make u feel insecure but im trying to changed ok

2009-02-15T17:17:00.001+08:00

my valentine's day with my one and only darlink

thanx fer d surprises

love you

2009-02-14T04:44:00.002+08:00

to love takes me a certain period of tym to understand to love him more.i guess im quite shocked with d way he is hanging on.it prove me that he can be the one.so i guess my heart wasnt tricking on me.best boifrend and bestest thing that occur in my life is LIM EDDY SUFIAN.he neva failed to contact me,wake me up in da morning,to love and comfort me,tell me thing i haf to noe.you are just amazing baby.i miss u la.

2009-02-14T02:10:00.002+08:00

!!!BE MY VALENTINE!!!
Valentine is indeed a romantic moment that every woman desired.to be given a special date,surprises and gifts.I nvr celebrate valentine with anibody b4.but i alwaes wanted to be treated best on that date of every year 14 feb.eventhough your darling cant spend to buy u gifts or anithing,its ok.as long as he's der with you.

my valentine desire is to be with sumone i love, comfortable and happy. Getting kisses under that full moon,spending,laughing,joking,teasing each other.

My valentine fantasy is to be with sumone i love,eating many2 food in a romantic restaurant,getting presents e.g "tiffany & co." braclet(haha),getting roses,exchanging mushy conversation and have romantic evening under d moon.(in my dreamss)

Well...happy valentine's dat to all my love ones especialli eddy,mama,papa,abg and famili and friends!!!!

2009-02-14T01:34:00.002+08:00

THE LOVE TEST

HAVEN YOU WONDERED WHAT KIND OF LOVER YOU ARE? FRET NOT;TAKE THIS TEST TO SEE HOW INTENSE YOUR LOVE IS TOWARDS YOUR BELOVED.

Morgan(M) and Lisa(L) who are very much in love and devoted to one another are separated by a river with no way of getting across to the other side.On Lise's side of the river,there is a boatman(B) who is able to take her over to the other side of the river but refuses to do so unless she pays him a price of $100 twice his normal fare.Lisa has no money.Another man,Shanne(S),then tell Lisa that he will give her $100 if she sleeps with him.Lisa agree to do so and upon receiving the $100,pays the boatman who takes her over to the other side of the river.

She reunited with Morgan and they are very happy together.However,a friends of Morgan's Felix(F)finds out what Lisa did with Shane and immediately tells Morgan.On learning the news,Morgan finds Lisa and ends things with her,stating that he wants nothing more to do with her.

Your task is to rank these five people, Morgan,Lisa,the Boatman,Shane and Felix,from best to worst,i.e best person to worst person.

THE RESULTS

The order which you've ranked the five people represents the important that you place on different things in your life being the most important' and 5 being the least.

Morgan=Morality/Lisa=Love/Boatman-Business/Shane=Sex/Felix=Friends

If you ranked Lisa at the top of the list,this means that you are the kibnd of person who will follow your heart,you will gladly do it.Even it means going to extreme lengths.On the other,if Lisa is ranked bottom of the list,this shows that you are extremely level-headed and you do not see a point in making sacrifices for your partner.

the right time for marriage

2009-02-14T00:24:00.002+08:00

So you've been together for the longest time.You've cried and laughed together,burped and farted in each other's presence without shame, dug out each other's secrets and wildest fantasies and his family and friends just adore you,nuw wad???It's strange how love comes in when you least expect it.Just like that marriage proposal.Nuw hold on a second b4 u gladly accept tat 5 carat diamond ring. R u readi fer this?is there a right time to get hitched?D ans is a definte yes.Needless to say, it is not apt to determine what the "RIGHT" age should be or the "EXACT" number of years you need to be together in order to get hitched.But certainly, you should ve financialli and psychologicalli sound, at the very least.As clinche as it sounds,marriage is a "LIFELONG COMMITMENT".

Marriage is probabli one of the biggest life changing decisions you'll ever make in your life.When contemplating marriage,it is best to consider factors other than age or the amount of time spent together.Just these two factors alone would not get you thru the rocky parts of marriage.

One of the first issues that you could discuss when considering the idea of marriage is personal beliefs(not just spritiual),Make sure you believe in the same things to avoid fights later.Also ask,"Who's gonna do the cleaning?","Who's in charge of finances?", and if children are involved,"Who's changing the diapers?" these may seem like small issues but they can cause some pretty huge fights if you both arent willing to compromise and work things out.As long as you share the same expectations annd beliefs, you can work together o achieve them,But if you expect different things,one of you will alwaes be disappointed.

Another thing that should be discussed before marriage is children.Do you both want them?if yes,how many?Do you agree on the way you want to disclipline them?What about issues like breastfeeding vs. bottle feeding and cloth vs. disposable diapers?Will one of you quit werking to stay home with the children?If yes, fer huw long?Children need consistency in their lives,it;s important that you and your partner are on the same page.

While its true that money cant buy love, it is important to consider finances when thinking marriage.If you are a big saver,do you realli want to be married to someone with several 1000s in credit card debts?Another thing to consider is whether or not the two of you will be able to make it on your own financially.Are both mature enough to hold a steady job and paying all of your own bills in time?

Knowing your partner before you get married is the most imoprtant thing.When you know you are ready, your age or how long you've been together won't matter.You dont have to agree on everything.The important thing is that you and your partner have talked thru these questions and both feel confident you can live n werk together,knowing wad the other believes.

2009-02-11T19:35:00.002+08:00

things that i nid to worried about
>my gold chain which i pawn fer sch fees
>my starhub bill
>M1 modemn to be taken by tat fucker
>hospital bill
>my sch fees
>expenses
>job
damn!must think of all dis makes me stress out!!!life isnt easy as it look!haiyo!!!

i had alreadi given the valentine gift to eddy.im glad that he likes it.i admit ever since i broke up with him, some of the guys stop contacting me liao.idk y,ayim still keeping quiet n idk y,faizin say maybe due to problems tat he is going thru?idk but i hope his fine. den this nano,like wdh,just keep quiet like tat. ntah la ehk nie laki2 sume.nvm,wad goes around cums around lar. i meet up with my old sumone ahem ahem,wan...:)
glad to meet tat noisy berok up.but still susah nk contact die sal he haf no hp la kan.
idk wad to do lar.i musnt trust any guys unless i know him.but eddy still burn in my heart.
dear,i miss u...

"wishing well"
"braclet"from tiffany & co
beg
F480
clothes
money

huw i wish la sei

2009-02-02T01:49:00.002+08:00

im glad tat we tok things out nicely.even when we maki me upside down,i noe tat his mad, and dun mean wad he sae.i wan him to understand.i noe he wooried that guys will take advantage of me.i noe he cares alot fer me.d love is der,but i just mend my ways first.i cant denied that i love him.der was spark btween us.i hope i can impress him and win his heart if i fated to do that.i cry when we tok again huw we meet,where,wad happen,wad we are wearing and every single moment was captured in our heart n minds.im so touched!!!but im too bubbly and too friendly.might hurt him to.i dun blame if his frend n him hate me.i noe i didnt appreciate him much.but i do love him and alwaes trying to make him d bestest of all.he is d best tat occur in my life, and i mean wad i say.i miss u dear..i alwaes...

2009-01-28T13:42:00.002+08:00

woke up earli dis monint

found myself damn tired

but its not a gud day to slack urself at home

i noe i gotta work today

1st day alwaes freak me out but at the end of the day

i achieve it

i need to work to earn cash

to pay fer my school fees

dun alwaes think about partying

must think about you furture

wad i wanna do

huw i wan my life to b

tough life

gotta move on still

i gotta stay gud to eddy

i got faith in him

he is such one in a million

alwaes making me proud

i love him

thanx dear

2009-01-28T13:28:00.003+08:00

(''v'')
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POWERHOUSE

i will powerhouse you

Lotsa fun der

music rox

Ladies nite is da best

FRiday House Trance beats Me out

Saturday is SUUperB

2009-01-28T13:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR

GONG XI FA CAI

i actualli snap some photos only

i forgot to take pics again

dis week was akward but fun cos i went not onli to my ah ma's place

but eddy ah ma's place too

was fun but tiring thanx to this gemok below

2009-01-02T14:42:00.003+08:00

NEW 2009 YEAR CELEBRATION

having fun with my love ones and spending tym during the new year

tat is just so sweet and fun

happy new year to all of you

may u lead a better life ahead

2008-10-28T14:18:00.000+08:00

Can I Have This Dance :
[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

 Can I have this dance

2008-09-16T01:48:00.007+08:00

mohammed izz zulqarnaen

my favourite baby cousin

he's just so cute and chubby

lately he had been warded in NUH

now his back at home

thank GOD everything was alright

i miss him so much

baby,kakak love u!!!!

2008-09-16T01:48:00.005+08:00

norshiela sabrina

cute...sweet...adorable...

i just wanna be d gurl tats in me

i just wanna be happy

i wanna share my life with someone whom i love

i wanna achieve my career

i wanna get a car

i wanna be free

i wanna be loved

only by you laling

love me for who i am not for what i am

2008-09-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

school is ending soon for me. Im going for my IAP soon. alotsa appreciation to my teachers in school for being supportive and alwaes being der for me... I know i have let them down due to my attendance... I know i should have be to school regularly...Nuw i have missed so many topics but i manage to do all my exam with a little time of teacher teaching me...But no time to regret all tat cos its all in de past...Past is all a learning lesson for us and make d our future a better one...tats huw we learn...Nuw d most important thing is to do well for my IAP and to complete it. i alwaes tell myself whatever i started off with and i must complete it! i'm sure i wont waste all my effort anymore.i will and i must finish...i will and i will!!! so everybody dun waste off d effort away and if you want something, you must work hard for it...Go all the way...